A friend of mine told me about this show awhile back. I started watching because Shawn Hatosy is in it, but kept watching because it is a very good show. If you decide to watch it, I’ll just tell you this: nothing is what you think it is.
And Cam Gigandet is SO not the kind of guy I usually find hot, but wooow.
Okay. Now onto the not so awesome stuff. Today it hit me. My dad being gone. It’s been two months, and since he passed, I lost an uncle and one of my best friends, so I don’t think I’ve had time to grieve any of them. I was listening to “People Are Crazy” by Billy Currington and just started sobbing uncontrollably. I have several friends that have lost a parent and they all told me it would hit in unexplained waves. Well it did. And then it was gone.
I dreamt of him last night. Like he was here but I couldn’t find him. And then my friend that passed away a few weeks ago, I was trying to help his wife clean their house and everything I touched would break. It’s been too many emotions at once and not enough time to process.
I promise this blog is not gonna always be so down-trodden. But it will be honest.